Note: this is a Poem I wrote about a fateful lost love-2008

Time is standing still
Beating upon my soul like an infected pill
Punch me I bleed
Break my heart I cant succeed
Whenever I’m around you I feel like I can fly
As whenever you dismiss yourself from my world, I feel like I want to cry
You look at me like a forgotten memory
And this you will never know that the words to this poem are about our story

Visions of a tired youth
Pictures are being torn with disgusted palms
Leave me be like you always have been
I cant retaliate
Bitten from a poisoned nightmare
You have sucked the daylight out of me

You always told me to stand strong
I cant believe how blind I really was because your proof has been revealed
Your advise that made me feel proud to be considered your girl wasn’t true all along
You took me by surprise
When your delicate embrace stung my eyes
Your love brought me to life

Take me apart
Took me out of your heart
Poems are envisioned by screaming conversations between once upon a time lovers
Names are scratched out upon dusty covers
You told me once I was your call
But your attitude tells me you never believed in me at all

I see your face dance across the sky
Signs show me all along you wanted me to die
Faith brought us together before telling each other we created life
As now your words are imprinted in the back of my mind stabbing me like a psychopaths knife

Cold redemption drips from my finger tips
I can still taste the lies from your lips
Regret is a better friend than you ever were
Our love that has fallen apart has no cure

Called me by a sweet name
As time flew by you didn’t stay the same
I look at your face in our pictures frame
Fingerprints explain to me that your embarrassed to remember my name